2016 flowers from the viking |
| Saturday |
Good Morning Kittens!
Today is the day before Valentine's Day.
I grew up with it being a big thing.
My blessed mom made all holidays BIG but
so did our school, neighborhood and town.
It fuled the love for this day in me.
Until, well.... boys.
Then I grew to hate it.
Funny how hormones & lies can ruin a
perfectly good holiday for
some.
Anyway... what healed me of this
upmost loathing was becoming a mom.
I was able to experience it new, as if
those bad times had never happened.
Love comes in all shapes & sizes.
But as far as I am concerned,
any holiday that celebrates love
is okay with me.
The world can be quite hurtful & sad making.
But as I said, there are so many kinds of love to be had...
For one's children.
For our pets.
My goodness do I miss him. My heart hurts even looking at this. But I just shower his brothers with endless love. He was the sweetest dog. |
For our family & friends....
and for those who may only briefly touch
our lives, but whom make a huge impression, those I meet
in my charity work or
through a show I have performed in....
{ who are like my children...yep, all of them! }
My mother's spirit reminds me every day that I am
to act this way, every darned day instead of
and I forget.
So this weekend is reminding me.
My Viking, well he has been my Valentine for the past
31 years.
{ we mer very shortly after 32 years ago }
Most everyone thinks that it has always been
roses and happiness for us.
That is cute.
But real love has thorns and heartache as well...
This is my favorite quote about how I feel for him:
My love is/has always been/will forever be
Unconditional.
Period.
I can not turn it off & on...
32 years ago I saw him & that was it.
Stuff happens...
life happens.
we fight well.
we are both very stubborn.
then we learn ....
and make-up with changed eyes, moving
forward.
&
the cycle
goes on & on....
like the seasons
like life.
Sometimes he is pulling { dragging} me
and sometimes I am yelling at him
to stop & take care of himself.
Life has taught us that we only have today.
Really.
Cancer has taken my family, one by one..
I refused to let it take my heart.
I refused.
& that is what keeps me from
staying angry, from holding a grudge, from being unbending....
There is no life without him.
He is my home.
So one we go...
into this crazy
{ and for those who know what we are trying
to accomplish this year...it really is }
crazy life.
But it is our life.
May you find all the love you deserve this
holiday.
And every day.
Blessings.
Raven.
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